I've had a lot of IRL trouble in the last few months, and I have struggled with major depression for many years. A few weeks ago, I was committed to a mental institution for attempting to jump off of an overpass. I have just left the institution, and I have a very strong drive to make my life better. I want to become a part of the world, and I want to go to school and start a career as a firefighter, and I want to start dating.
I feel so driven to do all these things, and the only thing holding me back are old habits. One of them is being stuck on my computer 24/7. I have told some of you that I have literally read every single post on modretro. This is true. I have found that to start my new life, that I need to cut my ties with the internet. Not to say I won't drop in here once in a while, you guys are like family to me. It makes me sad to go, but I think it's a necessary part of the changes I need to make in my life.
I wish you all the best, and good lucking modding, trolling, or whatever else makes you happy. I hope to see some cool stuff when I get back!
I feel so driven to do all these things, and the only thing holding me back are old habits. One of them is being stuck on my computer 24/7. I have told some of you that I have literally read every single post on modretro. This is true. I have found that to start my new life, that I need to cut my ties with the internet. Not to say I won't drop in here once in a while, you guys are like family to me. It makes me sad to go, but I think it's a necessary part of the changes I need to make in my life.
I wish you all the best, and good lucking modding, trolling, or whatever else makes you happy. I hope to see some cool stuff when I get back!
